State of Mind

Winter Please Go Away...Come Again Another Day

2010-01-23T17:19:00.005-07:00

I miss the sunshine! I miss being able to see the valley, but mostly I miss getting out of the house more often. Stella is so big and articulate now at 17 months old. Just the other day I told her she could not have mommies medicine. I explained how dangerous medicine is and that only Mommy and Daddy can give it to her. To this she whined, "I'm sick! I'm sick! Sick!". I was amazed and impressed.

She is very entertaining and fun to take care of, but I wish we had more stuff to do. Activities that don't cost a lot of money are a must, and we are scraping the bottom of the barrel...drawing in baby powder that spilled on the table. Actually it was quite fun! We have gone to Ikea to play with the toys and grab a free kiddie lunch, visited Arctic Circle in Herriman over and over again (a cone is only $1.07 and comes with an hour of kid friendly play time, yipee!), we traipsed all over Cabela's, used a coupon at Jumpin Jacks and had a blast, and we visited Boondocks and their kiddie jungle gym that Stella is not quite big enough to maneuver. We have had a lot of fun, and are looking for some more cheap and cheerful ideas.

We also have a new roomie. My brother Tim came to live with us and the best part is that his son Talen is included in the Tim Ross package. He is so cute and so much fun and Stella adores him. He calls her "Lella" and she loves to give him loves.

Life is good and holding steady. We are amazed at the joy of being parents everyday and are grateful for what the lord has provided.

The Great Escape!

2009-09-10T17:31:00.004-06:00

Tag I'm it!

This is contest entry for those crazy folks at TodaysMama and Cricut. Be sure to check out Cricut's cool new cartridges and the chance at $30,000 in travel for you and your friends at The Great Gypsy Escape!

1. If you could escape to anywhere in the world where would it be?
Capri, Italy or the French Riviera

2. What song do you play when you are by yourself in the car?
Rehab by Amy Winehouse.....I love the groove of it

3. If you had a night to yourself, and money was no object, what would you do?
Go to San Francisco or LA and visit all of the eateries I have seen on "The best thing I ever ate" and "Diners Drive-ins and Dives".

4. What is your guilty pleasure?
Creme Brulee Haagen Daz ice cream or a homemade hot fudge brownie sundae with sea salted caramel and toasted almonds (it will make your toes curl with pleasure I promise)

5. What is the farthest place you have traveled away from your home?
Hawaii, not very original

6. Last book that you couldn't put down?
Magic Study

7. When you want to escape into another time, what movie do you watch?
Hackers.....it brings me back to a time in my life that was really care free

8. My favorite local escape?
H2O Spa

9. How do you escape on a budget?
I go to a great small little ethnic restaurant like Channon Thai or the Red Iguana

10. Best food you've ever had while on vacation.
At the Beachcomber and Keeii restaurants in Kona, Hawaii

Celebrations and Sadness

2009-08-31T21:09:00.002-06:00

My wonderful grandpa, Leland Taft Teeples, passed away on August 25th after a long a tiresome battle with blood disease. He was an accomplished and loving man who worked tirelessly to improve the lives of others. He will be greatly missed. We celebrate his life and embrace our sorrow as it is a measure of our love for him.

We are also celebrating the one year anniversary of the new addition to our family. Stella turned one on 8/18/2009. It was a fun party and we want to thank all those who were able to attend and all of those who were thinking of our Stella Belle. Thank you for the adorable gifts.

Stella is growing at such a remarkable rate. She says new words all the time like, "ball", "bum", "bye-bye", "hi", "peas", and "baby". Not to mention her own little language of jibber jabber that goes on and on and on. She is running around all over the place and is fascinated by the world. She helps her mom pick tomatoes and loves to climb on the open dishwasher. She giggles whenever Frank gives her kisses and is becoming less stingy with giving mom and dad "loves". She is very emotional and knows how to throw fits like no bodies business. She sleeps well and eats really well.

At her one year well check she was in the 15 percentile for her weight at 18 lbs. and 14 oz. and 90th percentile for her height at 30 inches. We feel very blessed to have her in our lives and treasure each day with her. I marvel at her growth and the wonder she has for the world around her. Her wonderful Daddy is working a lot to make our life comfortable and we love him very much!

New Pictures...well almost new

2009-08-01T19:43:00.007-06:00

These are some pictures we had taken a little while ago. Stella is getting so big. her first birthday is coming up soon...August 18th. We have been having a lot of fun. We have made a trip to the Farmers Market downtown, splashed in the new lake in Herriman, swam at the pool, and played a lot out in the sun. Life is good and we are very blessed. Stella took her first steps on Father's Day and has yet to take off on her own. She will stand for about 60 seconds...take a few steps and then sit down and crawl. She is very fast and such a chatter box. She says "Bye", "Boom", "Dog" "Daddy" "Momma" and she tries very hard to say her name as well as everything Mom and Dad say.

Rodeo fun in Herriman!

2009-06-02T14:31:00.011-06:00

Things are going well for our family. Summer has brought the sun and the warm weather to us and facilitated some fun adventures for Stella and our family. Stella had an eventful month of May. She learned to army crawl, got her first tooth, and learned to clap her hands...and all in one week! She is cruising around and improving her verbal skills all the time. She is the light of our life! Her toothless grin is something to behold. I love it!

We attended the PRCA rodeo in Herriman with Grandma Ross, Aunt Charity, Cousin Brighton, and Uncle Timmy. We all had a really good time eating and snacking, watching the events, goofing off, and chatting. Timmy enjoyed taking some pictures of all of the events with our new camera. He got some really cool shots.

We attended the Jackson Family reunion over Memorial Weekend in Richfield. It was a big party for my Grandpa and Grandma Teeples 60th wedding anniversary. I am in awe of them. We all are. Congratulations! We got re-acquainted with family members we have not seen in quite some time, ate some good food, scrap booked pages for a gift for the couple of honor, and had a lot of fun. Rachel and I even played some volleyball!

We toured the Thanksgiving Point gardens a few weeks ago month with Stella's Aunt Tierney and Cousin Maddie. The gardens are beautiful and the weather was fantastic. Dan, Tierney, and Maddison moved to Herriman and we could not be more pleased! We really enjoy spending time with them and easy access makes it even better.

Stella is growing big and learning more and more everyday. I am so happy to be home with her and to be there everyday to witness her growth and learning. Little babies and kids truly elevate the everyday knowledge, skills, and experiences to the extraordinary.

2009-04-18T15:28:00.006-06:00

Stella is growing up so fast. She is 8 months old today! She rolls all over the floor and loves the freedom. Boy is she fast! She is working on crawling, but I wouldn't be surprised if she took after her mommy and only crawled for a few days and then started walking. She loves to walk around with mom or dad's hands for support. She can do it with only one hand, but it still makes her nervous. She can support herself by holding onto the couch and can pull herself up all by herself. All she wants to do now is walk around. When mom gets tired, Stella gets ticked off!

She is eating lots of new foods. She loves sweet potatoes, applesauce, yogurt, Cheerios, graham crackers, and macaroni and cheese. She is on a little bit of an eating strike, but hopefully that will resolve itself.

I love being her mommy and I really enjoy being at home with her. I couldn't even imagine it any other way. John is such a great support and a fabulous daddy. We are very blessed!

We love you guys!

2009-04-15T15:44:00.009-06:00

It sure has been a long time since I posted last. Things have been a little hectic around here. I had my surgery on 3/27 and due to a complication I ended up with a spinal headache due to leaking spinal fluid. After 2 blood patches the leak did not resolve and I had to lie FLAT on my back 24/7 for about 2 weeks. Thank you! Thank you! For so many wonderful helpful family and friends. These include but are by no means limited to: My mom, my mother-in-law Jane, Charity, Candice, Dan and Tierney, Becky, Tim, my best girl Angie, neighbors Susan and Chris, Rachel, and of course the best of all my FABULOUS husband. John took the week off to nurse me back to health, wait on me hand and foot, and be the worlds greatest Daddy to little Stella. Stella was so great throughout all of this from the 2 hour wait during the surgery, that took unexpectedly almost 6 hours, to the 2 weeks of mommy being out of commission. She was delightful, patient, and just plain adorable. So was her Daddy!

The dinners, flowers, company, prayers, and well wishes were so helpful. We are truly blessed to have such a wonderful support system and such loving people in our lives. I am feeling a lot better and healing nicely. I should be all healed up in a few more weeks. My leg pain had been greatly reduced by the pump and I am so grateful. Thank you all from the bottom of our hearts! We cannot adequately express our gratitude.

American Millionaire

2009-03-07T15:43:00.003-07:00

John and I went to see Slumdog Millionaire last night. The movie was incredibly well done and told a poignant story of two people desperately trying to be together while incredible circumstances keep them apart. Although entertaining, it was more thought provoking. At the close, tears came to my eyes as I thought of the little orphaned children who live in squalor in India. This movie shows the normality of poverty and lack of freedom that exists in other parts of the world...circumstances that we know very little about. As American's most of us have a world view that everyone lives as we do. It is normal that each household has at least one and most likely two cars. That the Jones' must be kept up with, it is appropriate to spend upwards of $5 on a specialty coffee drink, and that owning a home is some kind of right have become normal attitudes in our culture.

I left the movie feeling incredibly grateful and, frankly, more than a little ashamed. How much of my life do I take for granted? A lot. What small things do I spend time and energy whining about? Plenty. What more can I do to become more charitable? Much. Here are some statistics to consider.

Nearly 80% of India lives on half a dollar a day.
http://www.reuters.com/article/latestCrisis/idUSDEL218894

Almost half the world — over three billion people — live on less than $2.50 a day.
At least 80% of humanity lives on less than $10 a day.
http://www.globalissues.org/article/26/poverty-facts-and-stats

In these days of economic unrest we should all consider what we can live without and what we can afford to give to those in need. Believe me, I am not standing on a soap box. I know that I have not been doing my part and that my family can and will give more. I hope you will too.

Stella is 6 months old!

2009-03-02T11:40:00.011-07:00

Our little Stella is 6 months old now. Time goes by so fast. SHE SLEEPS THROUGH THE NIGHT! Bedtime is 8:00 pm and she gets us up at 5:00 am to eat. It is HEAVEN! She scoots along on the ground and seems to be making progress towards sitting by herself and crawling. She is playing with her toys more and more and loves to hear herself scream. It used to be a high pitched, ear bleeding, trill, but is now an "Incredible Hulk" like wail that makes her face turn crimson. Strange little thing isn't she? She loves to laugh...and I mean laugh. Full belly grabbing, rolling on the floor, cackling laughter. Mom will say something as benign as "Yummy" and she will burst out with gale force laughter that makes us all laugh in response.

Stella had been venturing into solid foods, and I have been making my own baby food for her. She has tried squash, peaches, sweet potatoes, pears, banana, rice and oatmeal cereals and green beans.

At her 6 month check-up she weighed 15 lbs and measured 27 1/2 inches. She is in the 40th percentile for weight and off the charts at over 97% for height. That means that less than 3% of babies her age are as tall as she is. We hope that this trend continues and that she gets her mom's height.

We recently made the small trip to see Great-grandpa Ross along with Grandma Ross, Aunt Charity and kids. He seems to be doing really well at 96 years of age and wisdom. It was so great to see him and show him our cute babies.

A few weeks ago Uncle Mike (John's brother)and Aunt Julie visited us from South Carolina and brought all of their kids. It was so great to see them. We miss them very much and were so glad to catch up and see how the kids have grown.

Aunt Holly (John's sister) and family came down from Olympia, Washington last week to visit recently. We got to finally meet Peter who just turned 1. It was a lot of fun to visit with all of them and catch up.

Uncle Andy moved to Burbank, CA recently and we miss seeing him all the time. The good news is that he will be up to visit every 6 weeks or so.

We are doing well all in all. My pain medicine delivery system (aka pain pump) surgery has been pushed back again to 3/28/2009. We are a little frustrated, but are very excited as the trial went so well. For the trial they injected 0.2 mg of morphine directly into my spinal canal. The 12 hours that followed was the most painless that I have experienced in over 7 years. It was blissful and I was giddy! Too bad I had to stay in the hospital for observation...if I had my way I would have taken a long walk with John, Stella, and Frankey.

Can you get my baby to sleep?

2009-01-26T18:24:00.002-07:00

Any parents out there with any tips on teaching your baby to sleep? I am afraid that having a stubborn Dad and even more stubborn Mom equals the most stubborn baby in the universe. It took me 3 and a half hours to get Stella to nap today. I was trying to get her down without nursing her to sleep...end result? I ended up nursing her to sleep. I need serious help, and I know when I need to ask for it. A talent I am proud to say I have been developing. Thanks in advance for any smart tips!

Stella Jane is 5 months

2009-01-24T11:18:00.004-07:00

Our little Stella Jane is 5 months old now! It is amazing how fast and how slow time moves along. She is such a happy and giggly baby. I have never seen a kid who laughs as much or is as ticklish. That she gets from her Daddy. Luckily for me she is not old enough to uncontrollably flail her elbows and accidentally assault Mommy at the slightest hint of a tickle like her Daddy. Some reflexes are stronger than others.

Stella enjoys putting everything in her mouth and chomping on Mom or Dad's knuckles. She can even put her Binky back in on the off chance that she maneuvers the nipple end towards her face. She is almost sitting unassisted and loves to roll around on the floor with her toys. If only she could master sleeping for more than 2 hours at a time, life would be that much sweeter. All in all, we are doing well.

I have been tapering off of my pain medication in preparation for a pain medicine pump trial which is not the most fun endeavor I have embarked on. It is right up there with going to the dentist every day, paying your taxes, or listening to the media constantly and very thickly lavish praise on a president who has not even done anything yet. If all goes well, the pump will be implanted in my abdomen and a thin flexible tube will run around my side to my spine and deliver pain medicine directly onto my spinal cord. This should provide adequate pain relief with an extremely minimal amount of drugs. It could really change our lives. You can read more about the device here http://www.medtronic.com/our-therapies/drug-pumps/index.htm. I hope to have the trial done within the next few weeks.

Throughout all of this, my unfailingly sweet and generous husband has been taking care of Stella and I. I am extremely grateful for my support network. My mom, mother-in-law (Grandma Jane), my fabulous in-laws (you know who you are), Charity, my friends Amy and Angie, and of course my spectacular husband. I do not know what I did to deserve him, but God blessed me with an incredibly strong, considerate, sweet man. Special thanks to Grandma Jane for helping mold him into the man he is today. He is a wonderful Daddy with a magic touch that can lull Stella to sleep anytime. The patience and the tenacity to keep rocking her until she finally relents and slips off to dreamland is a talent and skill that I only hope to develop.

At times I struggle to be grateful for what I have. I wonder when the pain will relent and a solution will be found. I only have to look toward the wonderful family and friends in my life. I hope to remember this daily...if not hourly (on those days that I really struggle)...in order to more gracefully handle the challenges that chronic pain brings.

I did not intend for this post to be all about me and my ills, but you never know what will spill onto the page. Lots of love to you and yours. I appreciate all of the prayers, support, and well wishes.

Please lend your support to a family who is experiencing struggles that I cannot even comprehend. Please read their story by visiting their page and donate what you can. http://whatcanwedotohelp.blogspot.com/

Let it snow!

2008-12-27T12:23:00.004-07:00

Well, we were all snowed in on Christmas. It was very pretty, but there is so much of it! Some of our neighbors needed help to just get out of their driveway in their SUVs and trucks. We had about 18" on Christmas morning, so we did not get out to deliver presents and see Grandma Ross and Charity and her family. It keeps piling up too. Grandma Ross trudged out here with the help of Tim and his Subaru. (Thanks bro!) It was so nice to see them. We had a wonderful Christmas, and we know that we are incredibly blessed to have so many wonderful people in our lives. Family and friends who are thoughtful, kind, who make us laugh, and cry (the good crying).

We snuggled up with Stella and lounged around...well, to be honest. Stella and I lounged. Daddy was out shoveling the 18" of snow that our snow blower could not tackle. He is such a sweetheart. Even with his bad back, he trudged out there and shoveled...and shoveled...and shoveled some more. The snow piled up at the end of the drive and it was taller than he is. he shoveled later in the evening and the next day he shoveled some more. His brother Andy came out to help yesterday and we really appreciated that. THANKS ANDY!

Unfortunately, my Grandpa Teeples was rushed to the hospital from Richfield to UVRH via ambulance on 12/24. He has a disease which is a pre-curser to lukemia, and the chemo has been taking its toll. He received some infusions of platelets as he was bleeding internally. He is stable at the moment. Please say a prayer for him.

Merry Christmas!

kindle my world

2008-12-20T22:39:00.001-07:00

I happen to be entering this entry from my new Kindle. My lovely husband john gave it to me as a gift. tedious to post with, but very cool. My birthday was a lot of fun. Special thx to aunts Kelly and Susan for the book recommendations. JOHN DOWNLOADED THEM TO MY KINDLE BEFORE HE PRESENTED IT TO ME.

2008-12-17T12:17:00.003-07:00

With Christmas approaching things are hectic around here. Stella is growing. She is so tall....90th percentile for height at 25 inches and 40th percentile for weight at 12 lbs. 9 oz. She is super cute and ticklish. She laughs all the time and loves to talk. Here are some more pictures of my baby girl. Merry Christmas!

living each day with unbridled exuberance and joy

2008-11-24T13:09:00.003-07:00

I wanted to put a little something together to keep those who are interested updated on Stella and our family. I thought I would open with a really great quote from Marley and Me all about life lessons. I want to teach Stella everyday how to "live each day with unbridled exuberance and joy", so wish me luck?

"Marley taught me about living each day with unbridled exuberance and joy, about seizing the moment and following your heart. He taught me to appreciate the simple things- a walk in the woods, a fresh snowfall, a nap in a shaft of winter sunlight. And as he grew old and achy, he taught me about optimism in the face of adversity. Mostly, he taught me about friendship and selflessness and, above all else, unwavering loyalty'"